A feeling of intense desperation gripped my flesh, penetrating the thin walls of my heart like the jaws of cackling hyenas clutch onto the limbs of gullible deer, demolishing the layers of tissue that make up the skin. I wept with such pain and agony at the sight of this bloodcurdling scene that even those who have sold their soul to the devil would kneel by my side and accompany my weeping. The scene gnawed on my flesh like starving leeches at the sight of fresh human meat, the scene grinded holes into my lungs, with the sole purpose to drown them in the blood that oozed from my deceased heart. And oh, I wept with such intensity that not even a cloud’s violent torrent could overshadow the desperate tears that fell onto hell’s ground. The same ground filled with deteriorated, rotting, human flesh and bones fit for savage, unholy beasts.
I stood frostbitten, yelling on the inside to be let out so that I could skew my eyes with the sharpest thorns from the venomous lifeless roses. The same roses that had grown out of hell's ground, adding to the putrid stench of dead creatures and emphasizing the eye-lacerating effect of this hell. I begged for anything than having to watch this, than having to watch me look out into the silent sky feeling lost in the midst of the raven air, ignoring the twinkling light of the lustrous stars that smiled upon my somber path, and neglecting the words of comfort that the wind gave me. I wanted anything than to watch this moment, anything than to gaze out into this scene from the body of a plastic doll who can only look out into what is reality, but never live in it. A plastic doll who cannot move, but inside is yelling to be let out of this savage inferno in which the ticking and mocking laughers of the macabre get louder and louder as the seconds are devoured. The ticking and laughter erupted my ear drums into tiny pieces that were destined to rot in this hell, as I watched myself drag my feet onto the edge of the roof ,like a murderer drags his desperate victim as he ignores the turbulent shaking of the victim’s lungs through the touch of skin, onto the solemn path that is death.